the guy is damn cute la... hahahha

MY GOSH. I t0tally forgot that i had to return to my room cos tomorrow i have lesson at 0830. WTF. Now I have to wake up 2 and a half hours earlier so i won't be late for my lecture. WTF.

Anyway, Addicted to "THE LEADERS" by GD, Teddy and CL. Have a listen. Can't wait for GD's solo album! Listen to Cl's part really cool!

MAN... just had a little tremor at my house... HAHAHA... Thought of going down. even wore my bra already... (Ooops too much detail...) anyway...

Now my house looks Slanted for some reason. But living in a block that has been soooooo old more than 20 years maybe.. and that I'm on the 22nd storey is sooo... not good.. Hahaha... my house really looks slanted now... VERY Dangerous. Maybe my over-exaggerated imagination and my new specs not helping.

My astig in my right eye went up a whole 50 degrees i think... but my degrees is like 90 i think... astig left is 125 and right 175 if i remember correctly. wtf.

My roomie is Charmaine. Haven't met her yet. But I guess I wanna move everything in tml and clean up the room. I think enough clothing. The last batch are my jeans...I brought too many things actually. Many people moved in already. But I guess i am taking it slowly. I have to get a lappie soon if not i'll get damn bored in hostel.

HHAHAHAHA...
i saw my room. ROCKS MAN. AIR CON. ROCKS MAN. 7th level. ROCKS MAN. hahahahhaha near NIE. ROCKS MAN.

OK! i've think it through. whatever la.

Ok. I know which hostel I am staying. But it is a different block as my og. This sucks. It means now that I have to make new friends again. Plus I may be able to see my SP which I regretfully abandoned on the night of SP.

Plus. I don't know what is wrong with me in the camp. I was really quiet. that shouldn't have been the case. I am a relatively noisy person with my friends and class. How can it be that in the camp I can find absolutely nothing to talk about with my group mates when they were all so friendly and nice. It's so awkward now that I am identified as the quiet one. What's this? What happened to me? Why am I so scared?

I realised that I may have the same problem with new people I meet. Especially with guys. It is like I am horribly awkward with guys. Sucks man. I hope I really become more confident and adapt to my hostel and school fast.

The damn NIE PORTAL is not working. I cannot generate my timetable.

i feel so down these days. i screwed up lots of things. i screwed up my experience. and now i am back in the pit that i can't climb. the pink with all the orange, the fish amongst the sharks. or simply a fish out of water. i can't think properly or eat properly. What is it that made me feel like this? this sucks. Fuck it la.

OMG OMG

The rumours has been true! it has been reported in Straits Times Live section that DBSK might disband! How can it be? HOW CAN THIS BE! I really hope it's not true! DBSK FIGHTING!

OMG! I will be staying in Hall 3 in NTU. It will be aircon. Hahahaha...they say they have athletes and officials and dunno who else stays there. But the toilet is still common i think. GOSH. that came fast. I heard there should be a hall camp. I wonder how to apply for it. Hmmmm... hope i will know it after i send the acceptance letter i guess. I will copy down the info tomorrow. Now i wanna do all the necessary things first.