Had a big fight over something real small today. Almost tore my whole room out. I wrecked the wooden decker bed, tried to pull out the lock on my window grill, jam my head on my wardrobe, on the wall, punch the wall, lifted my entire super single bed, and cry like a baby. Thanks to Rebecca, I was able to recover from all that shit.
Well, Rachel really says things to hurt me and help me. I don't know which. But they hurt. 90% of the miserable times I've cried was because of her. Anyway.
I got a interview from NIE!! This coming Wednesday at freaking 10.20AM. 10.20AM!!!!!!!!! who wakes up that early for an interview. Oh only for me then. I think if my appeal succeeds, I will reject the interview results if it turns out well. I really wish to join NTU Eng lit. or Psychology. The top 2. James Cook Psychology looks attractive too. I'm considering that. If that doesn't happen, I have NIE to fall back on. I don't mind teaching... at least it will be better for me than in business which some people are asking me to apply. I am so not the business kind. SO I will do so well for my NIE interview. I don't wanna end up teaching Chinese though. I will wreck the foundations for Chinese.
I wanna go learn Hip Hop. So I am finding a place to learn it. Probably drag a few people down with me... HAHHAHAA. Anyone wanna join?


