OMG... BOF is getting on my nerves! I hate the parts where the goo jun pyos of all three series loses his memory. And that bitch. She knew that Jun Pyo cannot remember the girl he loves which is Geum Jan Di and yet she still clinged onto him like a leech. So what she is cheerful and all.. She is still as bitchy. I knew it. The jap one was like that too... Cheerful so what, she has such an ugly heart.

GOSH!!!!!!! It's like I've just watched a part of BOF and I keep thinking, WHY IS IT JAN DI CAN'T LIKE JI HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! He loves her! He longs for her and yet he has to keep his feelings for her inside! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I kept thinking of what happened to me yesterday, the more I think of it, the more angry I was at myself. Why did I not tell her? WHY!! Why am I so weak to say NO. From now on, I'm going to say no no no to whatever I don't want and yes to whatever I want...damn shit.

I tell you... my com takes forever to load...Anyway, just here to complain about my soft-heartedness.

Today, I have tasted the true meaning of kill-steal. KS-ing... not a very good thing to have when doing sales. I'm not some person to help you do things when you would not even help me. Yes, you were nice enough to help me with certain things, but somethings you have to do yourself and that I cannot always help you. Plus, I know what I am doing, I can see it for myself. I don't need you to repeat all that to me and be a know-it-all. Your words went in and out of me like air. Not that I don't like you. It's just that the way you do things irritate me. Stop KS-ing me, and stop asking me to pick up your work (leftovers), I am not some dog. So what with the similarities with you in the age and day, I don't need you to tell me what to do, and stop hugging me when I am not so close to you. I feel uncomfortable. I blame myself at being too soft-hearted to tell you straight in the face to stop it. All I can do is smile. But in my heart, it makes me feel uneasy, uncomfortable and frustrated. So what if you can serve more than me. Stop KS-ing me. I have had enough today. No more. Not that I don't like you. Go away. Not that I don't like you.

I LOVE DAVICHI's VOICES.. especially the duet part! HAHAHAHAHA 8282! Sarangahndago~!

gosh...announcement to make. Currently broke and i don't wanna go out so much... anyway, some sungminnie for everyone!

OMG more hot hot SUJU action! Eunmin love love! hahahahhaa watch this! OMG!!! SUNGMIN DAMN HOT. The hair stylist should help do Micky's hair in survivor PV... ahahaha Sungmin you're so hot!

Marry U in Jap is not that bad at all! Hahaha... their Jap album Don Don is coming up! cool!

Oh forgot about DBSK's NEW SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!! SUrvivor. Whoever who did Micky's hair, I wanna personally shoot him dead. Make him look so old. and what's with that damn banner on his head! damn. I still love you micky!

SUJU's SOrry Sorry MV! and MB PERF!!! GOSH! please let me see it on tv! GOSH! Sungmin looks sooooo cute and hot. Kyuhyun... thinner leh.. poor dude. Kangin. Gosh. FAT. Eunhyuk much cooler. Shindong thinner. The rest almost look the same. But in the perf. where are you ki bum??? hahahaha

OMG ADAM!!!!!!!!!!



When he sings, I'm always blown away. I will support him! WhoA!

I was really touched by the words of this little boy... hear this.

OMG!!!!!!!!!! SUJU's new album.... here's the mv teaser. Sorry Sorry!

Sungmin damn hot... *drooling* whahahahhahaha

oK..yesterday went like this. I went to the BATA interview and I thought, i did well. then I went on to the other interview at 7, I felt like I kena cheated! FOR 2 hours and 45 mins straight. I was listening to them trying to convince me to join them. Man. Convincing but I seriously don't see myself doing that in the future. I am contented with what I have. When BATA called today I was like THANK GOD!!!! thank you so much.

I tell you, that 7pm interview left me dizzy and so tired! I mean can you imagine sitting there while people tried to convince you, talking to you like their mouths were going to dry out and myself gleeing from ear to ear so that they don't feel awkward talking to a person not interested? hahahahaha... I didn't know how to reject because I thought they were really putting in a lot of effort! When they were talking right, in my head I was like, how to reject them ar? I should have left like the other guy earlier. shit. shit. I am hungry. hahaha. the funniest thing was that they brought me to their rooms and all.. all the business stuff. intro me to this guy. Who honestly, when he talked, he seemed like a nice person. But seriously, in my mind I wanted to walk away. I dunno why. Maybe it was the way that he was smirking and talking at the same time? or maybe he had stroke on one side of his mouth and then the other side extra hyper. They thought they can convince me with his talking and his eyes. The whole time I was STARING into his eyes. I didn't look anywhere else. I just kept staring into his eyes. Not really listening. Smiling for 2hours and 45 mins is no joke. My mouth hurts.

I think I will do my BATA job quite joyfully though. Because I know I don't have to see people who try to convince me about the way of life.

I pity those guys trying to convince me though. I was seriously wowed about their products and everything. But convinced to join them. No way. After listening to them, I sort of decided and confirmed that I will not join this kind of thing.

When I got on the bus, it felt like ESCAPE. Seriously.

OMG!!! i got a job at BATA! I think. It's a probation still I guess. I'll DO IT! I'll DO MY BEST!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA... I'm so happy! I'm so happy! Finally I have something to do...!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Min na san! Aiishiteru!
SARANGHAEYO

really.
times have changed.
life is in its complexity.
time is never on your side.
it is on survival mode.
I'll eat you alive, one says.
the other crawls to the dark corner
hiding from all
frightened to reach out to touch
the door.