It's like what the hell. I am living in hell right now. I can't apply for SIM. I have received nothing from NTU. I don't know what to do. All my friends have already received their approval letters or they are retaking. I did not apply to retake. I am at a loss. I called the NTU admissions more than 10 times already, on both their telephone numbers, but nobody is picking up. I've been calling from 10 plus till now. Today is Saturday so most likely they are half-day. I don't know what they are doing. I mean. I am tired of waiting... I probably won't get to U this year, at the rate like this. FUCKED UP man. My mom is stressing me out. I feel like dying. I feel like jumping off the 25th storey and that's it, you know. These things are making me suicidal. I hate this. I HATE WAITING. HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE FUCKING LETTER!!!!!???????? Urgh! fucked up.