yo ho ho. I'm back. FREE FROM EXAMS...
didn't really work very hard... alot of television involved. heex. But Oh well, a rather do-able period of exams. I'll be vid-ing, singing, dancing, etc. I hope to find work though. I want to work with Sai Gin because I realise last time we made so many plans to work but it all didn't happen. That's quite sad. Well, I don't know what should I work. I mean in a fast food restaurant? My face... the skin... Gosh later the customer complain I shed dead skin onto their food. Haix. HAHAHAHHAA
My skin is getting better but the acne scars will not go away. Haix. Disfigured for life. Gonna be left on the shelf for like ages till the dust totally covers my whole.
The misery of being inexperienced. I mean, I may sound like some stupid loser girly girl but doesn't everyone wished at some point of their time that they have something exciting happening in their lives? I mean being single for the past almost 18 years of my life ( maybe not that bad ) I feel like I'm missing out on something I feel that couples will gain from their relationship. Like I want to know what it is like to be in love. Heex. I feel embarrassed saying it. But seriously, every day there would not be a time I wouldn't think I might have to venture onto nunhood. And my mom is seriously not helping. When I complain this issue to her, she says nunhood is best. Like what...?
I don't wanna be a nun! I wanna do something exciting. I feel so bored and as a boring person that I am, I can't have myself to amuse myself, can I? Haix.
The misery of the INEXPERIENCED.
