Gosh. Having a fever. Typing also have problem. keep typing wrongly. Gosh. I hope to be able to make it for tomorrow's Literature lesson and send Hwee Yin to Mr Kwok. Feeling cold and hot is not a good thing. I'm kind of freezing. Haix.

Hey I saw something spectacular! I went with my sister to consult a doctor in this nearby clinic today. Gosh she had this fever like so high!!!

Anyway. The spectacular thing is not the fever. It's the time when I entered the clinic to the reception counter. I almost got the shock of my life. A girl about her teens, tall, skinny. That looks like (Drum roll)........KYUHYUN.

OMIGOSH!!! I was shocked! KYUHYUN! GIRL VERSION RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HER FACE, NOSE, EYES(almost). GOSH.

I almost wanted to say, 'Gosh, you look like KYUHYUN!!!!!' and probably go screaming around. Hahahhaa. A bit disgusted after thinking to do that actually. Hahhaa. But I was really shocked.

How I wish I can meet SUJU. Haix. Stuck here.

Hi. Long time no blogging. I haven't been blogging. HAHA. Anyway. Got chased out of PW class by Mr Kellett. My group not putting enough effort or something like that. How to? I hate not having a workable printer at home.

My Dad's in hospital and I have to come to school and face this kind of shit PW thingy. If it is not for the admission to a University, I would have never taken up this PW shit. Mr Kellett told us that if we were not interested he could de-register us from it. I wanted to scream, 'YES! DO IT! DO IT!' But how could I?

Where could I go without a passing grade for PW? Not having a workable printer is one thing. Being BROKE is another. FUCKING HELL. I'm broke for nuts.

I have to ask my mom for 50 dollars tomorrow to pay for so many fucking things. I think I'm not going to watch the movies with anybody. So maybe, Sophie, I can't go. Maybe.

I have to buy the History book that costs $33.85, when it is so fucking thin? Crap. What the hell. The more I write the more angry I get. Then i have to buy Great Expectations and pay for the post production party. But how could I ask money from my Mom or Dad?

My Dad told me he gave me the money before. But I cannot recall. I hate having STM. So I cannot ask from him. There goes my money link. I can't ask my Mom. She is having her own problems since my Dad's in the hospital. I really feel like I don't belong here. Sometimes it makes me feel like slitting my wrist is a good thing. But maybe not.

Now I am in debt because I owe Melissa her 25 dollars and here I am having to pay all these things. You know what. This flexibility of JC is so not my style. Secondary school used to have a booklist so that at the start of the year parents could get frantic over the money for textbooks and after that no worries. But in JC. The teacher just slams you with something to buy and you realise. You're fucking broke. Though the history book was meant to buy a long time ago, but I was still broke then. I think I'm going nuts.

I really want to quit school. You know. Leave this fucking place. And probably this country even. What am I to do then. Only God knows. I hate life. I want it to end. I want a new beginning. But how. Life is still restricted by the people around you no matter what and I feel so trapped in a cage and I can't breathe. I think I'm going mad. God save me.

HI!!!!! Othello is over! hahahahhahaha! I was so happy yesterday where we finished our final show. We're a hit! hahahahhaha...

My parents came to watch the FridaY one. They didn't understand a single word, but said we're really good because we actually looked quite real. Hahahhaa. They even thought the Mediacorp Gurmit Singh was going to come. But Actually, That was just my PE teacher. Hahhahaa. So cute.

There was this group of people who left half-way. I was quite pissed when I heard that. Because, there are so many people in my school who wanted the tickets but couldn't get it, but you just walk out like that? Damn. Anyway. It just proves you ain't a good audience. Hahahhaa. I'd rather have you sitting there sleeping then leave. That maybe disrespectful to the actors, but at least you don't waste the tickets so many other people wanted to buy. Anyway, those who left halfway, they missed the most important and thrilling part of the whole show.

Anyway, after the whole play was done, we went to catch a midnight movie (or more like a 1.30am). SPIDERMAN 3. I rolled my eyes over 100 times there and criticised almost all the adverts that was shown before the movie. I guess the people in front were really quite irritated. I mean who wants a extremely merciless critic sitting behind them when they are going to watch a movie that was so home-friendly. Anyway, yeah. I guess I wasn't in the mood to watch Spidey going all emo and hate here and there. I was in the mood for a thriller, action-packed or horror. But nobody wanted to watch that. So I ended up only watching what I want for the only sort of ten minutes or so. The only thing that was sad was the friend, Harry is it? I think so. He got disfigured and died in the end. Sad but never cry. Gosh. So handsome but died. WASTED. Ahahahhaa.

I ended up finishing the movie at 4am. Troubling my whole family. My dad stayed up till about 3-4 am thinking of how I'm going to get home. Cute la. Hahhhaa. I hope to get the pictures from Xiao Yan. I forgot to bring my camera the day before. Couldn't take any. Sheesh.

WAAA!!!!!!! today is the rehearsal for Othello. As in the real serious one... !!! Gosh. I've got to say we've done quite a lot. HMMM... I'm very happy... I am acting as a drunkard so I shall act more drunk. Now I'mjust half sober and half drunk girl. I mean Gentleman.

We've got a great cast. Great crew. I tell you, OUR TICKETS ARE A SOLD OUT. There's no more left. Our crew's done a wonderful job, man. I saw all the paintings and etc. It was HOT. Hahahaha. As in it was good. Hahhahaha...

Well I'm like wearing assasin clothes with a sash. I guess, minions are supposed to be like that. I've even designed the minion shirt for the girls. Got to make one for guys. or Guy. hahaha. Only got one guy minion. Unless it has been made into a cca shirt or sort of la. HHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!

wait. I cannot celebrate. I must not blank out when the audience are really here. I cannot forget my wordS!!! Must practice. Must. Though only one line.... (- _ -)

I'd better go bathe and do my history and watch anime. WHAHAHHA

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! PI is over I hate PI. Life without PI is happy happy till crazy!!!!!!!!!!! whahahahha...

Anyway, I watched the mini drama of SUJU and i saw Sung Min and Kyu Hyun acting as lovers... OMIGOSH. SO DAMN CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE THE CUTEST PAIR MAN. I cannot stop thinking about it at all.. I even drew a picture of them and put up in my gallery in http://foolerys-death.blogspot.com/ . Damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anwyay. PI is over, but GPP is coming. And I heard the date line is 8th of May. What the hell. One week only.

I tomorrow got Chemistry test. Still haven't study. I whole weekend slacked so now got homework piled up lor. haix. Got to go do homework liao. Torture!!!!!