Well, I had Literature paper today...Really quite difficult. Haix...I doubt there would be A1 this prelim for my Literatue. I am watching Ouran High School Host Club. SO CUTE!! Especially Honey-sempai....HHAHAhahah

Honey-sempai is the one holding the rabbit. KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA...^^V

.Rm.Ch.Ls.Fb.Rh.

Hi...

I'm alone in my house. Just got back from school. The History test was Okay...cause I went to study basically everything. The Literature Paper was a total Nut case. I didn't know how to do at all. Okay...Not really at all. Just shocked at how difficult it is. For once I chose the prose and everyone said that the poem was easier. They made ponder on whether I should have chose the poem to do in the first place. I know that the poem was about war and yet I didn't do it. Well.

Probably I was too tired from studying history. Monday I have E-math and Biology. I don't know if I can cope both at the same time. E-math is my worst subject and there is Biology, another heavier subject. Haix...

Too tired to type now. Like what my youngest sister say when she is doing her work, 'my hand pain.....' :X

Okay. Just popping into write something since I am online. A short one. Social Studies is blowing my head off. Now it is numb and pain. Though it is late already, I am going to sleep and wake up at about 3am to study math. Till I go to school.

I should take a bath in the morning to freshen up too. Yeah... That's about it...catch up next time.

I read the magazine recently, and there was this report about the Japanese crown princess Masako and princess Kiko and the article's name was "Princess Wars".

Well, I quote from the magazine, "It was clear that she failed in her one traditional duty:to produce a male heir".

This is where I felt that it was unfair. How can they say that she failed her duty? It made her seemed that it was her fault. The problem is, traditionally, if the female cannot produce a son, it would be the female's fault. But scientifically, it is not the female's fault.

The females contain the XX chromosomes in their female gamete, or their egg cell. While the males contains sperm that has the two kinds-X-chromosomed sperm, and Y-chromosomed sperm.

So it should not be her fault. Not that I am blaming the Prince or anything. I am just trying to speak up for all women in the world who happened to live in VERY TRADITIONAL families that it is not exactly the women who could produce a son. It is difficult to understand and accept the fact but it is true.

Princess Masako did not exactly failed. At least she is able to give birth to princesses...

Haix... Well, still, I am happy that Princess Kiko gave birth to a prince. Now they would have a male heir. YIPEE....

Well, here I am again. Today I am going to have an unexpected aunt. I don't know why she comes?

She doesn't even like us. She only likes my Dad. What I hear from others was that she nags. I'm not afraid to write it here is because my aunt doesn't go online. My Dad too. Well, if my Dad sees this he would most likely pop!

Well, I don't really like her. I have a bad impression on her. She called me "FAT" last time. I know I was at that time, but how could she call me fat when I see people around me fatter than I am. I don't want to name anyone. How could she hurt the heart of an innocent girl? hahaha...I'm innocent. But after that, I complained in the car and my Dad didn't make a sound.

I don't know what is her problem.

Well, enough of her to spoil my day. Well, I didn't go to church today. Usually I don't go to church because I have tuition in the morning. But since tuition is not going on till Children's Day, I am free on Sundays. But, the fact that I didn't go to church today, I feel kind of guilty. So I prayed the rosary this morning.

My mom didn't want to go because she didn't feel good today. Besides, she didn't feel good yesterday. Probably PMS-ing, or stress. I guess it's stress. But I can't tell. I'm not her.

Anyway. I am studying Literature now, and I thought drop an entry. So here I am.

Sometimes I don't know what to write anymore.Okay. I got it...

Yesterday, I cried. I was frustrated with myself. I am not studying at all and I can totally forget about getting straight As. But today. I am online now to read articles of my subjects so it is considered studying, I guess.

I felt lost and alone yesterday. Felt like there was no point in life. Felt like I was Useless. Felt like there is just no path or calling. Felt like dying. But I got over it.

I remember the times when I felt the same way, I would cut myself. Though it never bleeds, but the scars of frustrations are always there. But those days were over. I guessed, I got through that.

But still, one most best way to get rid of my anger is to vent it on punching the walls. That's my best relieving way though it is still violence and hurting myself. I'd rather hurt myself, my own fist, then to hurt others or scream and make a hell of a noise. So people who know me. Don't be surprised to see me punching the wall. Don't bother to comfort me. Because that's my way of getting rid of my anger. My anger management.

Well, I'd better get back to my studies. Catch up later.

Oh Yeah. I haven't paid my tribute to the Crocodile Hunter that had passed away recently at age 44.

Steve Irwin was a spectacular host, though I sometimes didn't liked the way he hosted his shows and I rarely watched, I have to admit he died with honour.

His efforts in saving our animal species is too great for one to swallow. I do pity his family in the lost of Irwin due to the sting of the stingray. His children are still small and now, his wife would have to bear a big responsibility. I hope he is at peace now and give his blessings to fellow animal conservationists from above that they would succeed in educating people and especially younger generations, the importance of animal existence.

May he rest in peace.

Hey, it's been long since I have written. Well, I'm not supposed to be here, I should be studying. But I am looking for Social Studies articles. Haha..

Preliminary Examinations starts on Wednesday with Math and Social Studies. I find it annoying that the stupid internet is so spoilt and full of rubbish. And to add on to my frustration is my father watching the STUPID CHINA imperial show, something so not realistic. Only he is watching and he switched on the volume for EVERYONE to hear. I feel like hitting the computer because I am so frustrated.

Well, trying to cool down...

Okay. Recently, My lovely Kim Sam Soon has just finished and it was spectacular.I loved it. My sister bought the VCD. I think I want to but the CD so I can upload the songs into my mp3. Hyun Bin is so adorable and here's his picture...

Adorable? Yeah. Well, he's all the way in Korea, so too bad! Haha. I tell you, the girl in the show isn't fat she is hot! Not that I'm a lesbian. I'm stating the fact. Here's the Picture.

See, There she is. Well, the show ended well. Haha. The next show I am looking forward to is Goong or Princess Hours. But I am not going to get myself addicted to the show till after O's. My promise.

I want to buy the CD to listen to all the songs. The songs are so nice and calm. AND touching. You can just cry to the songs.

Well, I didn't do as well as I expected for Chinese. It's still a B3.

Enough about exams or Sam soon. I got to go study for my social studies and change my blogskin. HAHAH!!!

Catch up later.

.Rm.Ch.Ls.Fb.Rh.