Hey! Mid Yearies are over!! Yes Yes. But I've still got my O's, gosh. It's been long since I've come to write. I'll try to be more dedicated to my blog now. Reserving time in my schedule to write my blog. Maybe no one even reads the post anyway.
Well, lots of stuff going on! Where do I begin! Urgh! Frustrating...
Well. The hottest issue going about everyone's mouth is the election. Boy, tough fight. But I'm glad to have Chiam See Tong as my MP. I think he is rather friendly, shy and maybe seem a little blur. But hey he maybe old but he is healthy like any other youngsters. He swims! Hahaha. That's right. Well, I just hope the Government would give him more funding so he can have the money to make Potong Pasir better. Give him some money!!
Poor Sitoh Yi Pin. He has been fighting for the position of MP for don't-know-how-many years.
Anyway, getting on with other things that I want to say. I got back like 3 papers today. Haix... When I saw them I almost shedded tears. But tear to shed. Too dried. Like dried lizard. Okay...Anyway. I was like waiting for my paper. Which was, by the way, scary and horrible. Math. I HATE MATH!! like people say the business world 0r whatever world it is, evolves around math, and if that is true, I'll be the first to die on the face of the earth. Gosh I was like way lacking 8 marks to pass the Paper 1. I almost drop-dead when I saw that I failed it. Gosh. SO MANY FRIKIN CARELESS MISTAKES!!
But that's not all the shock I had. Chinese? I expected an 'A', you know, being in a Band 1 class. And NO! I had what, a B3? What the hell. Only when I added up the chinese paper 1, 2 and 3 then I got just right at the bottom line of A2. I Hate it man. From the start of the year I have felt that I should have been in the Band 2 class. I never felt that I belong to that class. The people there are like frikin loud, funny and all sorts. And sorry to say, I really dread chinese lesson because they are very noisy. The teacher is okay. But she seemed quite relaxed in the class unlike other classes.
I think I have to work hard on my own and not in class before my Chinese really would be the obstacle towards my single digit. I know single digit seems impossible for a person like me. But I'm already trying to make amendments to my life. Like following a strict schedule and I'm really struggling hard to follow. I have sacrifaced all my social gatherings after school for this. My social life for the single digit target and now my Mid Yearies is like that, the hope seems small!
Then I got my History and Social Studies that counts as one subject. I was shocked to say that they have the same marks and the worse thing is, it is at the bottom line of A1. What is worse to have one of my better humanities to get such a low A1. Okay...to many people it may seem I'm overexaggerating or I'm over looking my own potential or something. But the thing is, everyone has targets and to earn this target you have to aim high. A person may say that "I have no targets and I just follow and overcome what Fate brings me." But isn't that a target already? Aiming to set no target for myself and live life one step at a time, is a target. But it is not a good one.
BOTTOM LINE. I hate being on the bottom line. Great. I might as well give up now. But I am not going to give up after so many countless nights I have sacrifaced my sleep for Min Yearies studying.
So now, what I am going to do is really study everyday. And probably try to kill myself once in a while...hahaha joking.
The next thing is the Hand Foot Mouth disease thing. Ever since my sister had it, it has been quite a problem for the family. My other sister seems to have a high percentage to get it after consulting a doctor and my feet also has some red itchy and irritating spots. I tell you I want to really clean up the house in just with the click of my hand but the dust can never finish dusting. Living so high in a building collects all the FRIKIN dust that rise up from downstairs. Then also all the dust mites can never FRIKIN get away from my feet. Can't they find someone else to bite somewhere in this Frikin country? I tell you, I frikin-ly hate dust mites now. They are lucky I can't frikin-ly see them but if I can I'm going to bring them all down and kill them with so much insecticides that I would really use. I hate dustmites, mosquitoes and lizards. The WORST things ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! What do you think make my legs so spotty? These two frikin ugly pests!
Well, I have to type a stduy check list now. So I'll end here.
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