Haix...Life has been so stressed. I almost cried in the bus on my way back home...

I don't know how to really handle stress. Some how I would punch the wall, cut myself or most likely scratch myself, like it would kill me... Haix. Self inflict is one way I get my anger out. I was very angry today because of the two houseflies and my CCA as well.

If the two houseflies irritates me again, one tight slap is what you'll get. I cannot stand their whining.

My CCA is getting more stressful. The camp is already killing me... Everytime I return home from CCA, I sleep straight away after washing up and eating. I have no mood in doing any homework or studies. I seriously, honestly detest the 5-day week shit. I think it's rubbish. Having it on weekdays makes the days longer, then parents complain that their babies return home late. Blah blah blah. I'm sick of it.

Then also, it's the whole strenous thing about the 5-day week is that everything gets pushed to weekdays and not evenly spread out. Leaving me stressful till I can't even get a proper rest. I have no mood at all to study. No motivation!

Also, I think I hate tomorrow because the stupid VP ask us to go flag day which I personally think it's useless. Why don't we use students' handicraft to sell for funds and not beg. It's rubbish. Haix. I have no time in making my ez-link card.

So fucking drivers scolded me for not having it. If they tell me nicely, I may consider paying adult fare. The thing is that I AM A STUDENT. Haix. I feel sick of it. NO TIME FOR EZ-LINK CARD. The stupid flag day. I actually planned to make it tomorrow.

Haix. This sucks.