I am in LALA Land. I want to watch Brokeback Mountain. I haven't study for my History Retest. Not that I've failed, but my teacher was not happy witht the class' results.

I cannot help thinking about the movie on my way back home from NPCC. The words, " I wish I knew how to quit you.", keeps lingering in my mind. Enis told that to Jack. I think. It's so sad if they did not end up together. I would really cry like the world is falling. They look so compatible even if they were guys. So sad.

I really want to see the film. Now I can't concentrate. Shucks. The stupid hotmail system is so slow, I'm unable to send my NP Schedules. Sheesh.

Anyway, We have this workshop today. This vocabulary workshop. I learnt many things and the lecturer is damn cool. She is one of the fun ones in the "lecture world". Haix. Even talking about this workshop, my mind still thinks of the movie.

One miraculous thing is that I am typing on the keyboard without really looking at it. I have some mistakes but I am doing quite well so far. Haha.

I want to catch the film. Though I am tired of saying that I want to watch the film, but I still want to say it. Haha. Sounds like self contradiction.

This Picture should be the best out of all the other pictures. So handsome!! haha. They look so nice together, I feel that in reality they should become gay. haha.True feelings.

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12.56am now. Gosh. Doing my NP things. Well, half way done. But the other half not that important. Leaving it for tomorrow.

I am supposed to study my Social studies now, but it is de-contextualised. Good thing it's Source Based Questions. I want an 'A' in this subject. But I hate it de-contextualised. I like reading from the book. It's better.

Then Mother Tongue. ALL COMPREHENSION!!!! I hate it. I almost fell asleep while doing the paper last year. I was like writing and falling asleep at the same time. What the hell! I know Chinese is important but making it all comprehension is enough to kill my class.

Well, I have decided. I'm not going to cut slack any more. But I'm going to work real hard for O's already. i think I'd better go offline now. My dad came out to scold me. It's like 1.37am. hehe. sheesh. still have to edit proposal.

I've changed the blogskin!! haha! It's like stress now a days. But I tend to laze around a lot. I don't feel like doing work. No motivation i guess. I think I can study alone in the library. Must be alone. If not will keep talking like today with Sophie and Sai-square.

Now is like 12.30 am plus. I haven't bathed though. Haha. It's me alone in the darkness with the fish tank light on. Gosh. Time flies. I'm secondary 4. O'levels. And I'm not working hard enough. I'm lazing around. Just want a break from studies.

Okay. Talking about the blogskin. I thought to find it cute and unique. It's damn nice.

I hate my life sometimes. I say I want to change but my habits get over me too quickly. Now I don't really participate in church stuff except go for mass. It's pure laziness I know. Haha. But sometimes it clashes. Like CYF sessions for example. It's on fridays and I have CCA on Fridays. It's very tiring and smelly to go CYF after NP. But I guess I'm really missing out on a lot.

About NPCC. To tell you something. There are more extra people that suddenly pop out of nowhere. And if these people were to see this post, listen up: I damn hate your Frikin attitude. Better change it. Gosh. Why did they let the pesky bunch of you back? It's spoils my mood seeing you all again, it gets on my nerves hearing you faking sincerity to call me mdm, it is sickening to see all your weak little bodies falling out of PT. Get out of that fakeness and jump back to reality. Kill me if you want. It's not going to change the way I think of you unless you change that frikin attitude of yours.

Phew. That wasn't so bad. Got it all off my chest. But there is still a little more.

There's this bunch of punks trying to make fun of my cadets when they were having pre-camp. Message to these punks: I don't know what's your fucking problem. But leave my cadets out of your jokes. Don't you dare hurt them in any way. I'll get you in my own way. I'll make sure you see hell. Don't you dare sneer at them. They have done you no wrong so have I so don't let me bear a grudge on you. Or I'll threaten you with a knife. And I've done that before. Don't think I'm a nerd. I've threaten people with a knife that is about 20cm long. Don't you make me sin by sliting your fucking throat.

Okay. Enough of that vulgar. I got it off my chest. Gosh. Does it feel good. Haha. Funny. Funny me. Funny me threatening. Funny me threatening others.

Okay. I'd better bathe soon after I have done my proposal. haha. [talk so much still haven't finished the proposal.]

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