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Wednesday, October 26, 2005,12:15 AM 
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Sunday, October 23, 2005,7:04 PM These few days feel like a torture. S0metimes I would wish to disappear somewhere into the air or maybe kill myself and get away from this sinful life. I think I'm having depression. I kept getting angry easily, feel like crying every time, and also feel like commiting suicide. But I know that is not worth it and it is stupid. Why should I waste my life when there is still so much ahead of me? But sometimes , that thought still comes to mind.I was hoping that I can get away from my stress. But, no. i have school, CCA, and all the other stupid stuff in my life. The sensitive and low self esteem half has come back to haunt and grip me. I think they have overpowered my the other self. Life is getting back to the days where I was small and timid.Now what is even worse is that I kept feeling revengeful and Hatred is gripping me tight. Anyone that pisses me off leaves an overweight bad impression on me.Sometimes when my sister and her gargantuan mouth speaks up, I really felt like putting a knife through her throat. But she is still my sister and I admire that she can handle things well and I can't.From small, I am a timid girl. I am very sensitive to what people had to say about me. Very sensitive. When I hear things like that I tend to cry. Now, only when I am angry, I will cry. When people say me, I will take it very seriously, even if it is a joke. I don't know why I am like that. But it seems that I am so. Sometimes I feel so tired I might just fall into a deep sleep and never wake up again.-+~.:: KlacIZ_Ghost ::.~+- = .:: .a.m.a.n.d.a. ::.
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6:52 PM
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005,12:06 AM Humanity is the source of all problems. We are given the world to live in, but we took it for granted. We blamed Mother Nature for all the natural disasters that we have caused. As long as we have existed, there is never once that we did not destroy the world.
Greed is one of the Deadliest Sin that Man has commited since the time of Adam and Eve. With this existing sin in every man's heart, we are bound to do wrong, feel hungry for the wrong things and lie to oneself about his or her conscience. Have we asked ourselves of what the world has become due to our greed. All the pollution and destruction would bring the world to an end. But somehow, most of us humans now, in the modern age do not feel one bit guilty.
People of the modern age thinks that everything is there and just take it like nobody's business. Where is the love for Nature? Where is the love for our children? Their lives and future depends on us. The more we spoil the Earth, the moreour future generation would suffer.
Most people would say," Who cares?" But as time goes by, they would regret those selfish words as they do not know what life really is and how one's struggle for life could be the greater achievement than grades and medals. How precious life is, but does anyone really understand these days.
I really hope that the human race would love one another and not create war. Remember that war is not only against each other but it also affects the Earth. Please do not think selfishly anymore for one day, the Earth would be the one taking its revenge and devouring you and your type of world.
-+~.:: KlacIZ_Ghost ::.~+- = .:: .a.m.a.n.d.a. ::.
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Saturday, October 15, 2005,12:37 AM
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12:09 AM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005,7:56 AM
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Monday, October 10, 2005,2:48 PM
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Sunday, October 09, 2005,1:12 PM
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Saturday, October 08, 2005,4:57 PM
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3:57 PM
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Klacizghost.
Oh fuck it. Too lazy to write about me.
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